Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Changes

So- it's funny how sometimes you don't make changes until you have to.
I always have those ideas, the perfect ones, about how I should manage my life.
But I don't implement certain adjustments until I'm forced to.
And it's funny how you almost fight back at those changes,
even if they're good ones.
I don't have TIME, that's my go-to excuse. 
I am comfortable with how things are and making changes means that I have to disentangle my routine.
And at first..... honestly, it sucks.
But then you start to figure things out a little.
You grow.
You become wiser.
You feel better.
And you learn to like those little (or big) adjustments you fought SO hard to revolt at the beginning.
That's where I am.
Maybe I'll share more later, but for now I'll just say that I am at the changing phase.
Learning to embrace and love my own personal little changes.
Today I did not succeed on assuming them.
So I'm hoping with this small letter,
I will be motivated to do better tomorrow.

Here's too seeing things a little clearer.